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Summer's End

2011-09-07T20:53:00.003-05:00

It seems this summer began with perfect seasonal weather and ended with a nip in the air. I, for one, enjoy the end of summer and early Fall. I have talked about football, caramel apples and changing leaves in the past. This Fall, I will do my best to enjoy it. The kids are back in school, and I am up to my head with my civic duties, a couple of exhibitions, and some new projects. It's all good, but sadly, I think I may need to put this blog to rest for a while.

I have enjoyed the company of my followers and it has been rewarding to be part of the blogosphere, however, I need to focus on some other things.

Perhaps this is the bittersweet I always feel at the end of summer, the closing of one door, and the opening of another..

For the moment, I bid adieu, and perhaps this is just a hibernation as I settle in for a long cozy winter.

Thank you for your support and be in touch !

The Power of Art

2011-08-03T14:32:00.011-05:00

When you find peace within yourself, you become the kind of person who can live at peace with others.

-Peace Pilgrim

As I was reading the Chicago Tribune today, I came across an article about Wheaton College entitled,"Survey: Wheaton College is Least Tolerant Campus for Gays". What does this have to do with me, you say ? Well, for one, I try my hardest to be tolerant of other's and their beliefs, so it makes it difficult not to be judgmental when I feel that others are not doing the same, but more importantly, I have a major exhibition, I Am Whoever You Want Me To Be showing this Fall on the campus at the college.

My initial reaction was to pull my show in protest of the mission of the college, but after thinking about it longer, I realized that this would not solve the problem of intolerance. I have an opportunity not to inform or change the way the students and faculty at the college think, but rather, to embrace our different perspectives even though they are not agreed upon. I have the privelege to present my work (which, incidentally, is somewhat of a commentary on gender roles in today's society) and to open the minds to possibility, critical thinking, and tolerance. To me, this is the power of art.

The bottom line is, if I cannot be tolerant of other's beliefs, how can I expect them to be tolerant of mine ?

I dedicate this post to my brothers and their partners, my dear friends, and all of the other people of the LGBT community, may we work together to co-exist.

Birthday Thoughts

2011-07-27T15:44:00.005-05:00

While only 39 today, some would say, that indeed, I am in my 40th year of life. I am not one to fear getting older, actually, I am excited about it. Truthfully, I do not remember my first few years and for various reasons my high school and college years were a bit fuzzy. However, during my 30's I had amazing moments of clarity and growth and I am grateful for those opportunities to see the world in a different light. It seems as I get older, I feel less of a desire to have "things" and more of a desire to connect with others, be of service, and frankly, just be OK with everything.

Last year at this time, I posted while on an artist-in-residency program, and got a surprise visit from my hubby and the littles. This year, while at home, I awoke to a beautiful banner in the kitchen (a tradition in my husband's family) and these two amazing birthday cards made by the boys. Who could want more ?

Thank you to all for the birthday wishes.

Latest and Greatest

2011-07-19T21:30:00.003-05:00

I must admit that I live for Midwestern summers. I am one for the humidity and heat, swinging on a tire swing, napping on a hammock, and catching fireflies. All these things bring me back to my childhood, and I have loved watching my children enjoy the very same things. We have had our share of serious thunderstorms, which I do enjoy, but these have been downright scary. My prayers and thoughts go out to those who have struggled through these storms.

I have had a hard time posting because I have been living in the moment a little bit more than I normally do. Above is a picture of our latest and greatest adventures, silo climbing. I'm not sure if this is something that will catch on across the Midwest or perhaps people already do it, all I know is that it was a fun-filled afternoon.

More to come soon.

Fishbowl

2011-06-20T23:07:00.001-05:00

As you know, I have been out in the world the last few weeks. Our trek from Chicago to Nantucket was never without adventure. Though we missed a few goodies along the way because of timing, we managed to squeeze in The Rock and Roll Hall of Fame, the USS Constitution, and a parade in honor of the Battle of Bunker Hill, just to name a few.

While on Nantucket, the kids became quite fond of the natural inhabitants of the island, read: crabs and other critters. While I certainly understand the fascination, my attention span for these little creatures is not nearly as long as the boys' so I seized the opportunity to play with my iPhone camera. I had so much fun !!! I got to know the little guy featured above and he got quite an ego while posing for me. It also made me think a little bit about life in a fishbowl-- I don't mind it, as long as I can take a breather and get out from time to time.

And We're Off...

2011-06-09T06:54:00.005-05:00

If you have been following my blog, you know that me and mine LOVE to take road trips.

We try to squeeze one in every year and this year we are headed East. I am looking forward to some down time in the car with the littles, and to see our beautiful country. We have a few ideas in mind in terms of where we will stop, but also have left a lot of room for spontaneous off-the-beaten path adventures.

When it comes to my creative thinking I have often felt the need to "go somewhere". I was born for road trips, and these adventures are often inspiring in a soul feeding kind of way. I have my cameras packed and am looking forward to the challenge of seeing what is right in front of me on the road, rather than what is coming up next.

The photo above was taken in my breakfast room a few days ago. I was drawn to the color and the unique way in which the tulips settled in the vase. Interrupting my daily doings to take this photo is part of an exercise I am trying to incorporate of "living in the now" and noticing what is right in front of me. This is a big step for me, as it is forcing me to be more observant as well as move at a somewhat slower pace.

Life is Grand

2011-06-04T12:39:00.006-05:00

Usually the transition from spring to summer is a difficult one for me. I know, weird , huh ? I just have trouble with the unstructured aspect of summer. However, I am pleased to say that I am not feeling that way this year. I have changed things up a bit with my early morning routine and my overall perspective on things and I must say, life is GRAND.

I decided to be willing to meditate anytime and anywhere, not just in my little sanctuary with dim lighting and candles. I have been walking miles, pulling weeds, and just gazing at the view before me, whatever that may be. I have found that I am calmer and more observant.

This morning I decided to work in my garden very early and witnessed the birds bathing in my new fountain (the sounds of that is a treat in and of itself), the light was soft, and I noticed that my summer flowers are beginning to bloom.

Enjoy the weekend, and remember to stop and smell the roses.

Think While You Shoot

2011-05-22T21:00:00.006-05:00

I have had a very busy and fulfilling spring, but something has been missing.

On my whirlwind trip to Munich to check in on my little sister, I had a few hours to kill and was so pleased to see an exhibition of Martin Munkacsi's work, Think While You Shoot, showing at Versicherungskammer Bayern. It had been a while since I have been able to see beautiful photography and really soak it in. Munkacsi's work is so varied and ahead of his time. Not surprisingly, I fell in love with his fashion pieces, but was truly moved by the simplicity of his images. In this day of digital imagery and manipulation it is easy for me to forget about the power of practical and realistic photography.

As I mentioned above, something has been missing this spring and as I was viewing the exhibition, I realized that I had not fed my soul in a while. I am feeling inspired, revived, and refreshed, and I have an old Master to thank for that.

Blackberry Farm

2011-05-03T20:45:00.001-05:00

I have just returned from a beautiful weekend at Blackberry Farm in Walland, Tennessee.

Not only was I surrounded by a magnificent landscape, but my husband's whole family was there. We were spoiled with the freshest food possible, good weather, great conversation, and some amazing speakers who discussed everything from education to energy to philanthropy.

This had to have been one of my favorite family get togethers and I highly recommend the venue. I will forever crave the delicious Mushroom Pave and the super fresh arugula, radish and lemon preserve salad I had on the first night.

The bonus is that there is something for everyone--even a Blackberry camp for the littles !

Tea for Two

2011-04-27T09:23:00.002-05:00

Back in 1999, my mother and I went to London to spend some time together and search the silver vaults before I got married. I was looking for a tea set. I thought every lady should have one and have always enjoyed a cup of tea in the late afternoon. I have often fantasized about tea time and truly understand the luxury (dare I say necessity ?) of taking a few minutes out of the day to reconnect.

Needless to say, I never found a tea set, as the ones I truly loved were very expensive--no surprise there, I guess. Ever since, I have been searching high and low--estate sales, rummage sales, consignment shops, and eBay, for a very special tea set. Alas, when I least expected it, I found one being featured in Architectual Digest of all places. The "Mughal Garden" tea set is a special edition designed by Michael Aram in celebration of his 20 years living and working in India and includes unique features such as hand carved amethyst and jade. While I have yet to visit this colorful land, each time I use this set, I will not only be inspired but will feel a deeply centered and greatly connected with those with whom I am sipping tea.

Vintage Obsessions

2011-04-05T09:44:00.001-05:00

All right, you all, I know I have been MIA, but I have happily been traveling to warm weather and am ready for Spring. Bring it on !!!

In the meantime, I have been purging my closet, locking away my drab, gray, camel, and black clothes and embracing the brights I have seen on the runways.

Additionally, I got a call from a good friend, Laurie Davis, sole proprietor of Lulu's at the Belle Kay and oh my, did she have some goods for me.

The piece featured is a monkey pendant by Nettie Rosenstine and I absolutely LOVE it. Have been dressing it up, dressing it down, and frankly, wearing it a ton. Laurie has a great eye and the terrific ability to find one of a kind pieces--if you are in Chicago, stop by her shop, if not, click on the link above. I promise, you will not be disappointed.

Rejuvenate

2011-03-07T07:54:00.006-06:00

Feeling great. Just returned from an amazing week at The Ashram. It was a week of good, clean living--raw food, vegan diet, no sugar or caffeine mixed with a daily hike from 9-14 miles, a couple hours of yoga and some weights classes. Oh, I forgot to mention the amazingly talented massage therapists on staff who worked my sore muscles with intensity and great care n a daily basis. As always, my intentions are good as I seek to maintain as much as this clean living as I can. I feel blessed that I had the opportunity and that I am healthy and active today. I am completely rejuvenated and ready for spring.

Pleasures of Winter

2011-02-11T07:30:00.004-06:00

I am doing what I can to embrace the cold temperatures and enjoy the pleasures of winter.

I was able to take a lovely walk with my mom through the Botanic Garden and got this shot. I decided to do something out of the ordinary for me, and manipulate the image by using a filter. Oh my, the risks I take. In any case, I feel it captures the essence of winter.

Truthfully, I've been stuck when it comes to posting. My creative juices are flowing as we launch into the new collections on the runway, I purge my closet, buy COLOR for spring and begin work on a new photo series. However, my writing skills need to be honed and I am hoping it is just a result of cabin fever that my verbal juices aren't flowing. Nonetheless, there will be more as time goes on.

In the meantime, enjoy the pleasures and have a cozy weekend.

Reflections-Zia Gallery

2011-02-02T11:54:00.006-06:00

I am looking forward to the opening of this exhibit, "Reflections" at Zia Gallery on Friday night. It includes work by Charles Gniech, Deanna Krueger, and myself. It always amazes me how such different mediums can be brought together and make a statement. Hope to see you there !

F-Stop Magazine

2011-02-01T17:39:00.004-06:00

There are some good vibes out there among all the gusts of wind and sideways snow--I received word that several of my images are included in this month's issue of F-Stop Magazine ! I am honored to be included and do hope you get a chance to check it out.

Sun and Surf

2011-01-26T07:43:00.002-06:00

My, what contrast to my previous posting !

I love this image by fellow mom and photographer, Suzy Halpin. To me, it just captures the essence of today's youth (or dare I say men?) I'm digging the laid back vibe with a little bit of edge. Congratulations to Suzy, as this image received a 2nd place honor in the non-professional category in the most recent competition sponsored by Women in Photography International.

Love/Hate

2011-01-24T16:40:00.004-06:00

I have a love/hate relationship with winter.

On one hand, I find the cold to be completely invigorating, yet I find myself getting irritated at the whipping wind and frigid temperatures. Additionally, I find myself annoyed as I comb through my glossies wishing I could wear something so fabulous without covering it up with bulky coat and a fur lined hat right out of the movie Fargo. Now, mind you, Ladies, I have plenty of fashionable winter jackets and dozens of great boots, but for some reason, they don't cut it when it comes to the depths of winter. I suppose this is something I shall keep in mind as I make my wish list for Fall 2011.

However, I do love the way the sun shines on the snow, the silence a fresh snow fall brings, and the ambience of a crackling fire. The winter landscape also presents endless creative possibilities forme as I admire and observe the opportunity nature creates for me to capture with my camera. I shot the image above this past weekend as I was walking up our driveway. I hope I can brave the cold and

capture a few more moments like this.

Stay warm !

A Room of my Own

2011-01-05T21:39:00.002-06:00

As you know, I moved into our new home about a year and half ago and one of the spaces I am so lucky to have is a room of my own. I have been working hard to make my studio an inspiring and relaxing space and am close to accomplishing it. This is a sneak peek of where I spend some time, though not enough. I intend to spend more time relaxing and creating in the next year. Part of that process will include watching more films and documentaries on people who inspire me, as well as reading more books. Photographically, I have some ideas swirling around in this head of mine, and I have a few new challenges ahead in terms of subjects. I am looking forward to sharing my latest, whatever it may be, with you soon.

In the meantime, I will sit in this yummy velvet Knoll chair, light a candle, and tackle my reading list. Good Day.

The Daunting Dozen

2010-12-23T16:45:00.013-06:00

Happy New Year ! It would seem this would be an odd post for New Year's Day, yet, I figure there are 12 months for at the very least, 12 books. You see, I am not one to make resolutions at the beginning of the year, but rather, I prefer to examine my life on a daily basis and decide what is missing, what I am doing too much of, and what I would like to learn more about. Perhaps that is why I have never lost the last 20 pounds of my "baby weight", he he.

No matter, having reflected upon last year's post, not much has changed in the way I tackle my personal progression. However, I would like to spend more time reading this year, as I feel like I didn't pay close enough attention in school and would like to learn more. I think I'll be able to read the books listed below (at least 12 of them), and I've added a few more, as I've always been a bit ambitious. I'm thinking my new iPad will help me get through this list as I sweat it out on the Stairclimber at the gym. I'm off !

THE DAUNTING DOZEN

The Game of Life & How to Play It by Florence Scovel Shinn

Almost French by Sarah Turnbull

The Kids Are All Right by Diana Welch, et al.

The Little Friend by Donna Tartt

You Were Always Mom's Favorite by Deborah Tannen

Broken by William Cope Moyers

Pearl by Mary Gordon

Infidel by Ayaan Hirsi Ali

Madame Bovary by Gustav Falubert

The Immortal Life of Henrietta Lacks by Rebecca Skloot

Shanghai Girls by Lisa See

I Shock Myself: Autobiography of Beatrice Wood

Love and Summer by William Trevor

AND FOR THE iPAD:

Little Bee by Chris Cleave

The Elegance of the Hedgehog by Muriel Barbey

The Girl With the Dragon Tattoo by Stieg Larsson

Twas.....

2010-12-23T16:26:00.004-06:00

the night before.....Christmas Eve and things are relatively calm. The anticipation of Santa's arrival is mounting, however, and I am looking forward to spending some time with the family. Our fireplace is working again, our bags are packed for a quick exit on the 26th and it has been a relaxing few days.

I took a picture of this advent calendar because I was reminiscing about having one when I was a kid. Somehow, it just made the wait for Christmas a bit more bearable. While looking at the little scenes inside, I was also reminded of the artist, Lori Nix's work. She creates super realistic scenes in a diorama and the photographs them using a large format camera. I so admire her creativity and ability to have such a sense of detail. While her work is very apocalyptic, there is something very magical about it. Check out her site, and until next time, have a magical holiday !

Traditions

2010-12-16T07:22:00.006-06:00

Lately, I have been very nostalgic and I have thought a lot about traditions. While many traditions just are, I have heard more and more people talk about "creating" traditions within their families. I understand. For me, there is a great comfort in knowing what I can expect year after year, especially when it comes to the holidays.

Every year, we participate in decorating gingerbread houses. It has been really fun to watch as the kids get older because they get more and more serious about how their houses look and it almost takes on a friendly competitive edge. The anticipation of a visit from Santa Clause is high in our house, and this was a great way to spend some time leading up to the big night.

I have enjoyed preparing for Christmas this year and am almost done with

cookie making, present wrapping, and mailing out cards. But while I take a breather,

I find that I am still thinking a lot about tradition and nostalgia, as I feel another photo project brewing. What does your family do year after year ?

Bird Sanctuary

2010-12-04T14:30:00.007-06:00

I can't remember if I have ever shared with you my obsession with birds. Well, I have one. It is only a recent thing, say in the last 2 to 3 years. They must represent something to me other than the obvious. Though they do inspire me in some way. If I ever figure it out, I will tell. I totally understand why older people get into bird watching, it is pretty fascinating and also kind of fun to seek out different species. I have been trying to create a bird sanctuary in my backyard, but have been fighting an uphill battle with the squirrels. I do know about squirrel proof foods and feeders, however, these little critters are determined. We may have an obesity problem on our hands by the end of winter.

We just had our first snow fall and the cardinals are really popping out and look so beautiful. I realize as I look out my kitchen window with some high powered binoculars, that I may need to get a better zoom lens. Santa, are you reading this ?

Transitions

2010-12-02T11:51:00.005-06:00

I visit my own blog from time to time (just to get an idea of what an outsider might see at first glimpse) and realized that I have not posted anything in over a month ! How dare me ! In any case, it has been a happening month, to say the very least: photo shoots, galas, art openings, hockey, dinner parties, more hockey, well, you catch my drift.

I am currently making the annual transition into isolation. While I love winter for so many reasons, I find the chill insufferable. At the moment, my electric blanket is on 4 of 5, the chimney needs some attention, and I am watching our backyard ice rink fill up with water. I've also transitioned from needlepointing to knitting and have a few new photo projects I am exploring.

In any case, I apologize for my hiatus and am eagerly looking forward to posting a bit more often, especially during the winter months.

Cozy up and stay warm !

Decades Denim

2010-11-04T10:55:00.001-05:00

MMMMM...Deep breath... I just returned from the launch party in LA for Decades Denim. My dear friend, Angelique and her good pal, Cameron Silver have launched a line of the most fabulous denim wear I have seen in a long time! What's even better, is that the price is right.

I have literally been obsessing about the line since I saw and felt the most luxurious cotton blends. Of course, denim itself is included in the line, but everything else is just as yummy.

I got a pair of the Sophias, (each style named after a fashion icon), and I kid you not, I have not had more compliments in an hour in my life. "You look so tall", (that could have been the 5 inch heels), "You have lost weight", "Look how skinny your legs look", I mean I can go on forever... Not really, that may have been the gist of it, but nonetheless, they are soooo comfortable and very flattering. I am off to buy a pair of the Charlotte trousers (channeling the YSL tuxedo pant).

Check out the site, because there is more to come. Watch for the Spring collection in February.

"Mothers"

2010-11-02T10:37:00.004-05:00

It feels great to post, yet again, about art. I am happy to announce the opening of a group exhibition in which I am participating. "Mothers" will open at the Woman Made Gallery in Chicago on Friday, November 5.

I was able to get a sneak preview (as can you by clicking on the link above) and there are some very compelling and emotional pieces. I was particularly moved by the piece by Shaun Bangert entitled "Overdose". The agony and despair that is depicted is so real and raw, it goes beyond the emotional connection between a mother and a child. I have also been drawn to sculpture lately and loved the piece by Melissa Ayotte entitled "The Ties that Bind", as there is no stronger bond in the world that I want than the one with my two sons.

I encourage you to stop by the show if you are in the area. It will be up through December 23.

First Photograph

2010-10-22T09:21:00.001-05:00

I have had some opportunities this month to focus on my art. I attended 2 days of workshops and a portfolio review. Needless to say, the experience was a good one, and left me thinking long and hard about my artistic journey. Though it has been a short one, that is to say, I have only been pursuing photography for a mere 10 years, it has been an amazing journey and I have learned so much along the way.

There are many people, artists and critics alike, who feel that artists need to have a definitive style. I have always struggled with this, as I find that each time behind the camera is a unique experience and what I get that day depends entirely on my mood. However, I have noticed that there is some of me coming through in everything and I am not quite sure what it is, but I am excited to find out.

Above is the very first photograph I took with an intention. I distinctly remember that day in my parent's kitchen. I was alone in the house with my camera and it was really quite peaceful. Perhaps that is what continues to draw me back to the camera, peace and tranquility. No matter what it is, I am thankful I have the opportunity. I am looking forward to seeing how this story continues to unfold.

Fall Ponderings

2010-10-15T09:36:00.003-05:00

I love the Fall, though it has been a busy one, can't you tell ? I miss posting and writing and everywhere I turn someone suggests keeping a journal ! Agh ! I have to do some quiet meditating on that one.

I have recently whipped myself up into a tizzy about things that just aren't that important. I hate when that happens, I feel like a nut. However, I am slowly regaining my composure as I sit in my office (more on that soon), and a sense of calm is approaching.

Fall is one of my favorite times of year, hot cider with mulled spices, Halloween (a holiday I once loathed has suddenly become a favorite with kids), a new knitting project, and some new ingredients in the slow cooker. I look forward to reading more, resting more, and watching more movies. Big 10 football has been a blast, and we have even managed to squeeze in a few tailgates. Mind you, it's not Ralph Lauren style, but perhaps once I finish reading True Prep by Lisa Birnbach, it will be. Ah my shallow desires.

Creatively speaking, I have some new projects I'm working of which I have no idea where they will take me, but no matter, I am enjoying. Hoping to have more posts, more frequently.

Carpe Diem !

2010-09-29T17:32:00.004-05:00

So, this is what I woke up to the other morning. Well, not exactly, see, as I was getting the paper from the driveway (idyllic, I know), I noticed that the clouds were full of drama. I had to seize the opportunity with the light and color and get to the beach ! The image above is a snapshot of what I saw--the rest is top secret.

Seriously though, I feel so fortunate to live so close to the lake, as I see the most amazing sunrises and am reminded of new beginnings. I just love new days and new seasons. This Fall has been so beautiful and so full. I am feeling particularly blessed these days. Carpe Diem, as they say!

No Terry Evans

2010-09-22T18:05:00.004-05:00

Close, but I will never be...Terry Evans that is. I had my first helicopter ride last weekend. It was so fun, and I loved the way the helicopter just lifted us into the air. I guess that's how they get the votes in Wisconsin--farm stands, hay mazes, free corn, and helicopter rides, all for someone running for office. I'm embarrassed I cannot even tell you who it was, but it was all so exciting.

Missing blogging, but life has been super full and busy. I am slowly getting into a routine which should allow for more posts. Lots of new developments on the photo front. Fashion is still a mild obsession, though I won't be buying anything until January. Yes, I am white knuckling it.

Also in full mom mode, in fact, have a piece in a show called "Mothers"at the Woman Made Gallery, ahhh, the ironies.

Soon.

Boogie Box

2010-09-07T20:58:00.003-05:00

I know I haven't posted anything in a while, but when I looked at the date of the last post, I was flabbergasted ! I cannot believe how quickly time flies. Truthfully, I have not done much in the way of creativity and I am starving ! I still reminisce about my time at Ragdale, and find myself talking about it. I am eager to get back there (one of the pluses of having done a residency close to home) and expand on my body of work. I have a zillion books I want to read, more than a dozen websites I want to look at, and a to-do list that I know will never end.

Alas, I have taken some time out to connect with an amazing composer and artist, Marita Bolles. I met Marita while at Ragdale and like most creative people, the more I got to know her, understand her process and see and hear her work, I was moved.

Not only was I moved, but also inspired.

I had the opportunity to photograph Marita's latest piece of work, which is, quite frankly, genius. I love how the photos turned out especially with the use of available light. Not only do I love the look of her Boogie Boxes, I love the concept behind them.

The one featured above is called "The Delightful Infection", and if you haven't guessed, it is made out of Legos! I love the playfulness of it all, but more importantly, that Marita composes the music in the box and no two are alike. Her music is experimental in nature and a bit ahead of our time. It is an incredible experience to hold one of these boxes and listen to the sounds. I do hope she is able to exhibit them sometime in the near, as it is just so cool. Enough said !

Vignettes

2010-08-19T07:23:00.001-05:00

One thing I love about reading home magazines is seeing all of the different vignettes that people have in their houses. It is so interesting to me to see how shelves are arranged, mantels presented and bars organized. It's like a little story and can really give one insight into a person.

For me, the process of reorganizing smaller spaces is just as satisfying as redecorating an entire room. Maybe it has something to do with a childhood love of doll houses. Who knows ? But whatever it is, it makes the hubby happy that I am not inclined to redecorate every 2 years or so. Above is a picture of my "Bar Vignette". I giggle at this thought because neither of us drink, so I had to get a little creative. Needless to say, I was so pleased to find these special edition Coke Light bottles on EBay for a mere $16 a piece as opposed to the $80 a piece through none other than Colette in Paris.

I love how it turned out. With the photos, the silhouette on the decanter and the man himself, Karl Lagerfield , all in one corner, I am somewhat inspired to work on my closet...

Mindfulness

2010-08-16T22:20:00.005-05:00

Who knew that summer would go by so quickly ? I am trying to savor every last moment as the days get shorter and my plantings have seen better days. I feel like I planted the urn above just yesterday ! Ah, yes, it looked so good at first. But busy days, lots of rain, heat waves, and a tiny bit of neglect have created a bit of a different scenario in the backyard these days. It looks pretty good for the most part, but some potted plants just didn't make it. I must admit, that in the past, I have had great luck with potted plants, however, this summer I have been a bit challenged. Live and learn, I suppose.

It's quite interesting though. Several books I have been reading discuss the notion of gardening being so nurturing for the soul. I get it. I crave it, in fact. I'm tired and my plate is pretty full, but I still think about how I can do it and have it happen, you know ? I certainly have to think about it a bit more and perhaps the best way to reintroduce myself to this notion of feeding my soul is to plan out some Fall pots and really PAY ATTENTION. After all, isn't that what it is all about anyhow ? Mindfulness ?........more soon.

This Little Piggy....

2010-08-09T08:56:00.003-05:00

Yes, that is what you think. It's no Irving Penn, but let's pretend it's an homage of sorts. We had the whole family; cousins, aunts, uncles, in-laws, et al. up to the Lake to celebrate. Celebrate what ? You know, summer, family, good health, that kind of thing. This is the 2nd time we have done a pig roast and it has been a ton of fun. It seems it may turn into a tradition of sorts, but experience has it, you have to be careful, as the invitee list could easily get out of control. Throw a Bluegrass band, a beer truck, and a sundae bar in the mix and I think we may have an all out bash. maybe next year.......

Nevertheless, I am sorry if I have offended any vegetarians or vegans out there, as this is a bit of a Midwestern things. Right now, I am having a love affair with the Midwest and savoring every last bit of summer, bugs and all. Hoping you are enjoying it too.

So Long, Its Been Great !

2010-08-06T14:22:00.002-05:00

I am closing up shop here in the city and saying good bye to my studio that has been so good to me. Over the past 5 years I have had an amazing time in this creative sanctuary. I have had the opportunity to create, be inspired, discuss, and be still. I will miss my dear friend and studio partner, Jennifer, however, I am not afraid of new beginnings.

This summer has been one of wrapping up unfinished photo projects, sorting, organizing and cleaning house. I am looking forward to hunkering down chez moi in a room of my very own which I will be delighted to share sometime very soon. Have a beautiful weekend.

Nancy White

2010-08-04T07:51:00.001-05:00

As you may have figured, it is rare for me to post 2 photos at once, but I just couldn't help myself. Nancy White, is one of the amazing artists whom I was honored to get to know while at Ragdale. Nancy's small scale paintings on paper are so interesting, as is the process. Much of her work these days focuses on colors and shapes, namely triangles. The colors she has taken to working with in this series call my name right out loud. They are so earthy; deep charcoal blues, rich, deep red, and subtle greens and grays.

Nancy's process begins with preliminary drawings with pencil on thin translucent paper paper, with which she draws her canvas. Next she places the paper on the board which she will eventually paint and places small pins where each shape is to begin. This is a similar technique that some of those Italian Masters have used on their Frescos, say, like Michelangelo... And it is amazing that people still use such old techniques to create such contemporary pieces.

No matter, Nancy's work allows the viewer to carefully examine her craftsmanship and invites the viewer into her world. Thank you for such inspiring work, Nancy !

You will be able to view her work in person later this year in Portland, Oregon, Los Gatos, California, or Paris, France.

Reverie

2010-08-03T08:53:00.007-05:00

My time has come to an end here and I am sad to go, but eager to see what awaits me at home and for the rest of the summer. It has been so inspiring to be with such a creative group of people (I am sure it is not unlike any other group of artists that spend 2 weeks together), however, I have just been amazed. You see, I have felt engaged in everyone's process. While I am not directly with them while they are writing, performing, or making music, seeing them every day and engaging in discussions about art has helped me truly understand everyone's work.

Last night we had the privilege of sharing our work with one another. I have to tell you that I was blown away. I will feature some of the artists in future posts, and as for the rest, well, I'll feature them when their novels come out.

As for me, I was able to push myself in new directions, experiment, see new things, and clean out my hard drive. I am looking forward to working on some new projects that I have developed while being here and hopefully, coming back again soon.

Fresh Picks

2010-08-01T12:42:00.004-05:00

My time of solitude and creativity is winding down and I head home this week.

Not only will I miss the opportunity to create whenever I please, I will also miss Sweet Linda's cooking. Linda has been a pivotal part of my experience here at Ragdale, not only because her dishes are out of this world, but also because my room, the Chandler Studio is right next to the kitchen. Despite my solitary experience, in the field and the studio, I always had the comfort of Linda's presence as she herself was making a masterpiece. Linda's creative process as a chef is incredible. She goes out to the garden, picks what is ready, from beans to potatoes, tomatoes, or squash and comes up with the most succulent dishes. From Moroccan Stew to Tilapia en papillote, Linda's meals will never be forgotten. Thank you, Linda !

Peru Photo Book

2010-07-30T17:28:00.003-05:00

As you know, I have been quite busy here the past week or so. And I am proud to announce that I have published my first book of photographs ! It was an interesting process to engage in editing, as it is so hard to include everything. I hope you get an opportunity to look at the photos. You may purchase your book through Blurb. Enjoy !

Ragdale

2010-07-29T14:37:00.001-05:00

Well, as promised, I'm back. I have had a wonderful and very intense week here at Ragdale. And I am thrilled that I still have 6 more days here ! It is such a gift to be able to focus on my creative endeavors uninterrupted for hours on end. I can't say that a masterpiece will come from this experience, but there has certainly been some self-reflection as an artist. I have not only had the opportunity to take pictures, but to also update my website, publish a book (more on that soon), investigate potential new bodies of work, read and challenge myself to get out of my comfort zone.

Since I have been here I have had the opportunity to read the book, Letters to a Young Artist. The book is inspired by Rainer Maria Rilke's Letters to a Young Poet and includes a collection of twelve letters by established artists in response to a fictional "young artist". Though I had not heard of several of the artists who had taken the time to respond, I did hear what they were all saying. LOVE WHAT YOU DO AND DO WHAT YOU LOVE. I am glad I can.

Traditions

2010-07-27T10:21:00.005-05:00

We have a tradition in our family. Whenever there is a birthday a home made banner is hung the night before so that when the person wakes up it is the first thing they see when they come down the stairs. I love this tradition. We began it when the littles were born and have been doing it ever since. I do have to credit my mother-in-law with this idea, as she did it for all of her children when they were growing up.

The one thing that has been great about this tradition is that we have kept it up no matter where we have been. My better half's birthday often falls around Thanksgiving and we are usually out of town. I am proud to say that banners have traveled far in order to be strung across hotel rooms or hung from ceiling guest rooms.

Last night, not knowing what they were up to, I caught my husband and children sneaking around Ragdale looking for a place to hang my birthday banner. I pounced on them with excitement, as I haven't seen them for a few days and we hung it together in my studio here. It has added a feeling of familiarity to this place I will continue to call home for the next 10 days or so. I will share more later.

Thank you, Boys, for making my birthday so special.

Peru

2010-07-25T12:21:00.005-05:00

As promised, I am going to try and post a little more frequently. I am settling in at this amazing artist colony (post on that coming up soon) and have found some time to catch up on sleep, busy work, and most of all my creative endeavors. I have been sorting through over 800 photos from our trip to South America and the vibe is coming back to me.

I am grateful that we had the incredible opportunity to take our children to such a magical place. I, for one, have never been to South America, let alone the Andes Mountains. Oh my goodness, are they enormous ! I have spent my fair share of time in the mountains from the Berkshires, to the Grand Tetons, to the Alps and the Rockies, however, I have seen nothing like the geographic impossibility of the Andes. They are so beautiful !

In addition to the awe inspiring natural world that surrounded us, I thought I had died and gone to heaven with all of the amazing textiles that I came across. Mind you, these beautiful shawls, skirts, vests, jackets, etc. were not just in the market place, but were actually worn on a daily basis by some cultural groups in Peru. Pretty inspiring for a girl whose closet is donned in black and gray.

The above picture was taken as the children were participating in a cultural dance lesson, with costumes and all. I was mesmerized by the movement of the skirts.I have to play around with these images a bit more, as I think a bunch of them together could result in an interesting piece of art. More to come soon.

Sleep

2010-07-22T20:47:00.004-05:00

Back in April, (yes, my thoughts are backlogged that far back), I went to my doctor for a physical. All is well, except she said I do not get enough sleep. Huh ? I always had so much pride about getting by on so little sleep. I felt like I was a machine. Well, she had the sit down with me and expressed the importance of the 8 hour minimum. As I nodded my head in understanding, I was silently questioning how I would possibly get everything done with 3-4 hours less in the day. Nonetheless, I soaked it all in and agreed, that indeed, I would get more than my 5 or 6 hours a night.

Well, almost 4 months later, I am feeling incredibly sleep deprived and walking around in a bit of a daze, as I am still recovering from the 4th of July and a trip to South America with the family. But alas, there is a light at the end of the tunnel. I am in my first few hours of a 2 week artist-in-residency program. While my creative juices are flowing, I have vowed to take care of myself, eat well, sleep a lot, meditate, and exercise.

I am looking forward to this opportunity and am incredibly grateful to be able to participate in such a unique experience. I look forward to sharing with with you. Good Night.

Happy 4th !

2010-07-04T08:12:00.004-05:00

I just love everything about the 4th of July. From Bomb Pops, to parades, family, fireworks and sparklers. Besides, I am truly grateful to be living in America. While it is certainly not a perfect country, I do feel blessed and am filled with gratitude that I am free. I mean that on so many levels and in so many ways. More on that in a later post I suppose.

Have been spending the weekend with family and have had such an incredible time. The kids are having a ball and it is so nice to connect with everyone again. It is holidays like the 4th that keep me grounded.

I hope you all have a very happy and safe holiday. More soon.

Strawberry Fields

2010-06-17T08:24:00.005-05:00

Summer is in full swing around here and for the first time in years (read:decades), I went strawberry picking ! We all had so much fun filling up our baskets and "testing" some of the berries for ripeness. Again, I was reminded of how important the simple pleasures in life can be.

We continued to snack on strawberries throughout the weekend and had strawberry shortcake for dessert after our sunday lunch. Below is the simple recipe for the dessert, and I must admit I may have cheated a bit with the store bought shortcakes. Enjoy.

STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE

-fresh strawberries

-store bought shortcakes

-whipping cream

-sugar

Trim the strawberries. Whip the cream and add the littlest bit of sugar to taste.

Load the shortcakes with strawberries and cream and enjoy.

Summer Time !

2010-06-08T19:36:00.003-05:00

Well, you can see what we've been doing over here in our neck of the woods. School is ending this week and for the last few weeks I have frantically been begging those who have been helping me with my yard to get the job done, so we can relax and enjoy.

I recently had someone put these ever blooming hydrangeas in these urns in the front of our house. I love them ! I joke that the front of my house is beginning to look like a Kate Spade ad, but I am not so sure that is a bad thing. The whole get up is transporting me back to a time when my worries were little and my stress none. Perfectly timed for summer. Cheers !

A Few Things....

2010-05-27T16:35:00.004-05:00

I can't live without.

Environ Serum #4--Since the age of 12, I've been religious about cleansing and moisturizing my face. For the past few years I have used the Environ line. So far, so good, wrinkles are minimal, however, gray hair is not.

Flowers--Love them all, from lilacs to Tuber roses. I hope to one day do an amazing series on flowers.

Sunscreen-- I just learned that a childhood friend is struggling with a battle against melanoma. My thoughts and prayers are with her and her family.

Exercise--Believe it or not, as much as I do this for my body, I need it for my mind. hockey, tennis, walking, running, skiing or Bikram. Recently, the boys introduced to the game, "Cat and Mouse". I could barely play because I was laughing so hard. talk about elevating the heart rate. Love it !

Meditating--Still working on this practice. I swear it's like magic. It keeps me calm and centered. As of late, I have been revisiting my Loving Kindness series.

My Camera--Well, this should be plural, regardless, I love taking pictures. Though the magic of my darkroom days has slowly faded away, I am looking forward to exploring the world of Photoshop a bit more.

Books--Knowledge is power ! I usually read 2 or 3 at a time. Currently, I am finishing up Devotion, by Dani Shapiro. It is a memoir about her struggles with faith, family, and getting to know herself. My summer reading list is long: The Big House, Olive Kitteredge, a biography of Lee Miller, the Grid Book( I posted about this one a long time ago and still haven't finished it), and a few beach reads that I am too embarrassed to mention.

Art-- It feeds my soul. Need I say more ?

Inspired

2010-05-24T06:54:00.005-05:00

One of the great things about living in a new home and being a photographer is that I am hyper aware of the changes in light during each new season. Each day the sun shines, as it has been since my last posting, I have discovered the way the light falls on fabrics, wallpaper, and in particular how it will flood a room on any given part of the day.

I have been documenting the interior of my home, little by little, and was pleased to walk into the dining room and see the above reflection on the wall. I was particularly pleased with this sight, as the combination laquered wallpaper and late afternoon light made such an impression on me. It reminded me of the photographs by James Welling, and once again, I am inspired.

May Flowers ?

2010-05-12T17:33:00.006-05:00

Ah, another rainy day. BUT ! I must say, there is green grass everywhere, the temps are becoming a bit more mild and I have a tremendous amount of hope that it will be warm and sunny soon. I realize I never posted about Mother's Day--happy belated to those of you who are moms. I have been totally nuts lately. It's all good stuff, but, as always, there are not enough hours in the day. School is wrapping up for the littles, I am finishing up a body of work which has been quite challenging, I'm trying to plant some pots, and I am headed out of town for my high school reunion. It's hard to cram it all in, especially when it is gloomy out. I would love to cozy up under a blanket and read for hours, but alas, I will not. Perhaps I will challenge myself next Fall when both boys are in school all day and require 2 hours of spontaneous activity per week. Sounds luxurious, doesn't it ?

Nonetheless, the image above reminds me of the beauty of rainy days and my desire to curl up with a hot cup of tea. Now, if only I would do that. Soon.

Forgive Yourself

2010-05-03T13:04:00.003-05:00

Recently, as I was walking out of my studio, I looked up and noticed the message posted above. I smiled and thought to myself, "What an important thing to remember." While I have an inherent want to strive for perfection in most moments, as of late, I have been able to take a step back and, well, forgive myself. It is not an easy task, but it is certainly liberating in some ways. I have found that forgiving others comes much more easily than forgiving oneself. Yet another opportunity for personal growth. I wonder what's next. Happy day, and forgive yourself.

Flats Fancy

2010-04-29T13:22:00.001-05:00

I believe the thaw has officially begun. There are actual leaves on the trees and the sun is shining. I have brought out my beloved flats this week and my feet are so happy ! I was beginning to feel a bit claustrophobic in my boots, and those of you who know me, know how much I love my boots. But I gotta tell ya, there is nothing better than prancing around in a pair of flats and running errands or walking to the park. Be it, Lanvin, Steve Madden or the Gap, a good pair of flats never disappoints.

Le Cafe

2010-04-24T07:08:00.000-05:00

For those of you who may not know, I am a major Francophile. They say that we were all someone in a former life, and while, I have no idea who that might be, I am sure whoever it was was French. I just love everything about the country and the culture. I am not intimidated by the chic Parisians, and in fact, admire their "je ne sias quoi" approach to life. As you may have read in my previous entry, I had the opportunity to drive through France recently and it just killed me that we couldn't even stop for a long, luxurious lunch. No, Madmemoiselle, we were in a race against the clock.

Nonetheless, I have had the opportunity to spend hours upon hours in little French cafes throughout France and felt that it was time to bring a little bit of that vibe into my own home. The picture featured above is a glimpse into our breakfast room (see former post). The light was just right and the cafe curtains had just been hung, so I couldn't resist. I love, love, love the chairs and keep my fingers crossed that they don't get too much wear and tear from the little Army imposters running around.

Routine

2010-04-22T07:01:00.000-05:00

Thank God for routines. I know this may not make much sense, but the more I stick with my routine the more flexible I become. We have just arrived home from an epic journey that consisted of traveling across 5 countries in 5 days. This was not by choice, mind you, we got stuck in Europe because of the ash cloud ! While I would have liked to chalk it up as a second honeymoon, we were a little uncertain of our arrival back to the States and who would take care of the little ones for the extended time, so we weren't quite able to relax as one might expect of a European vacation.

I mention routines because I have one. I get into a groove and it keeps me going. I get up before all creatures are even stirring and meditate, walk the dog as the sun is rising over the lake, prepare my breakfast shake and answer any outstanding emails. I sometimes laugh at my inflexibility of my mornings, but I tell you in a situation that I just experienced, it was a Godsend that I was able to breathe, take it all in, and then take the necessary action. Obviously it is difficult to maintain my routine while I am on the road, but I am certainly more and more encouraged to adhere to it at home as the results have been helping me remain cool, calm, and collected. I am thrilled to be back and look forward to sticking close to the homestead for a while.

Refrigerator Rules

2010-04-12T14:06:00.001-05:00

No one ever said being a parent was easy and recently we have been tested.

Our little Hellions have been wreaking havoc on our home (in such an endearing little boy way) that we have had to really impress upon them who really is the boss of the house.

The photo above is our fridge at the moment. Pretty funny, huh ? It is working I might add and the children have been nothing but darling the last few days, especially at dinner time. Until next time...

Isabel Marant

2010-04-10T11:01:00.004-05:00

A few years ago I was introduced to the line by French designer, Isabel Marant. I fell in love. She has, until recently, been quite difficult to come by in the ol' US of A, but I am thrilled to have snagged the jacket above for this spring. Now mind you, this is the splurge for spring, summer and FALL and I will be falling back on my resourcefulness for the remainder of my fiscal year.

I imagine it over a tank with jeans, a long black evening gown, or even whimsically thrown on over a pair of workout pants. What is your most coveted item this Spring ?

Happy Easter

2010-04-04T08:35:00.005-05:00

I love Easter. Not necessarily for religious reasons, but more for the promise of Spring and new beginnings. It is usually snowing and freezing around here this time of year, but today, I saw a beautiful sunrise, spied some Forget-Me-Nots, and am anticipating a beautiful day.

The family is coming for dinner and the candles featured above will be part of my tablescape. Looking forward to a new week Bless you all.

Gift From The Sea

2010-03-31T10:38:00.004-05:00

A dear friend of mine suggested the book, Gift From the Sea by Anne Morrow Lindbergh. In brief, it is her meditations on life metaphorically discussed by way of reminiscing about her childhood summers spent in Maine.

I love reading this book a few times a year because it always serves as a great reminder to me in regards to my personal patterns of living and balance of life. I share this with you because my vacation is coming to a close and it has been simply wonderful. The boys have had a blast running around with all the other littles, I have read, photographed, slept and reconnected with my husband and some close friends.

I feel incredibly fortunate to be able to get away from the daily grind, as not only do I come home well rested, but also, creatively speaking, I have new ideas, insights, and motivation. Most importantly, I feel grounded. I am reminded of the beautiful natural world that surrounds me and my place in it. I hope to nurture these thoughts and practice balance as the buds emerge on the trees and the birds begin to migrate back our way. I wish you a joyful and peaceful sprng, and please, share your thoughts.

Rollin' Again

2010-03-29T09:35:00.005-05:00

MMMM. I haven't had a waffle in a long time. I have fond memories of my dad being a master at the waffle press growing up. I have been out of the blog world because we have been on the road down to FLA. It's been an adventure, as always, and the boys have been extremely well behaved. We have made a few stops along the way, Traveller's Rest, in Nashville, Silver Springs, FLA, and Kennedy Space Center. They have all been so different but have kept the notion of adventure creeping along.

We've been trying to eat healthy along the way but unusually long lines and slow service have required us to make a few detours at the local Waffle Houses. I have become quite a fan of them and even tried to get the waitress to give me her visor. Alas, that will have to happen another time. More soon.

Spring Tease

2010-03-23T14:32:00.001-05:00

I am wondering if the last 2 days are simply a tease, though chilly, it has been bright and sunny. I've lived around here long enough to know that there is usually one more dose of Old Man WInter any time between April and June.

Nonetheless, I am soaking in all the green I can, along with the rays of sunshine, and smell of grass and dirt.

The picture above is the wallpaper in our breakfast room by Sister Parish. We have since renamed the room "The Cafe" as it lends itself to that vibe. It will keep us cheery even on the grayest days. More photos soon.

Trust

2010-03-21T21:16:00.001-05:00

I just saw the most moving performance I have seen in a long time. The play, Trust, at Looking Glass Theater was truly evocative and powerful. It relayed such a strong message. Written by David Schwimmer and Andy Bellin and based on their screen play, the script is about an encounter via the Internet. While seemingly innocent at the time, it creates havoc on a young teen's life and the lives of other member's of her family. Not only was it so well written and performed, but it was complex on so many levels. I could write a few thousand word essay on the whole thing, but it's getting late and I am still digesting it all.

It did confirm a thought I have had time and time again, and that is that, as parents, we can do our very best, but will not be able to protect our children from everything. I have always considered computers, email, texting, forums, etc. to be a quick, impersonal way to get a point or message across, but through this script I am able to see how invested we, as a society, have become in technology. While technological advancements are a good thing, as we become more reliant upon them I fear they will replace our ability to relate on a more emotional and personal level. Hmmm, could this be the beginning of a thesis of sorts ?

The Creative Process

2010-03-20T15:20:00.003-05:00

I am about 90 % done with my home project and am thrilled. I'm done. I'm done for a long time. I have enjoyed getting everything together and working with Cindy Galvin, owner of Bardes Interiors and of Maze Home, but goodness, it is time for me to start living in this beautiful home we have created.

The creative process is so thrilling to me. I have always been so curious about other artist's processes, their work spaces, and their homes. Because of my own interest in the process I thought I would share with you a little bit of how my vision for our home was created.

Initially we were faced with a vintage traditional home. While lovely in all respects, it was so different from the home we had in the city that I was not sure how our aesthetic was going to translate to suburban living. So, what did I revert to ? My love for fashion. I met Cindy at the dining room table with the two articles of clothing featured above. Yup, those were the colors from which we were going to work. I just love the earthiness of them, and while I have never been afraid of color in the home, I do realize, from past mistakes, that is, that it needs to be subtly, or I will end up painting and repainting. I must say, mission accomplished. You will be amazed what those two garments translated to.

I can't thank Cindy enough for having the patience she had to work with me, she took my vision and turned it into something so real and so beautiful ! Stay tuned for future posts about some of my favorite new spots in our house.

This Too Shall Pass

2010-03-17T07:51:00.006-05:00

Ah, lately I have been in somewhat of a slump. Frankly, it's been up and down for about 6 or 7 months now. I can't tell if it is the absence of sunshine or simply my mood. Nonetheless, I am happy to report that today I am motivated, happy and feeling like being super nice.

Maybe this video by OK Go has something to do with it. The kids and I have been watching it over and over again. It's quite uplifting. Perhaps I will needlepoint a pillow or something, as the message is loud and clear.

Enjoy.

Doin'Denim

2010-03-11T17:16:00.001-06:00

Ok, so I haven't posted in a while. Life has been catching up with me and I have had very little time to write anything. I do see how blogging can become a full time job. While living, that is, cooking, being a mom, a wife, a daughter, and a sister, I have also been engrossed in some of my fashion mags.

Personally, I'm tapped out for Spring/Summer '10 fashion already. I'm all set, have the essentials and hoping to squeeze into a bikini without offending anyone ( I do say that every summer, but this summer I am hoping it really happens). That being said, I am always amused about the denim craze that seems to hit every few years or so. Denim is all over the place and I smile to myself, because it is so American. I tell myself that it is our way of being patriotic, why, I am not sure, because I do know that many pairs of jeans are made overseas (cringe), but I suppose that might be a post for another time.

While I find myself wearing jeans, more often than not, I feel that they mean something entirely different in the summer. I don't know what it is but I think, cut-offs, gingham, and barbecue's. Maybe I watched too many episodes of Dukes of Hazzard or it's my mild obsession with rodeos and smoked pork sandwiches. Regardless, I was happy to see such enthusiasm for the fabric and I'm with Neil when he says, " And long as I can have you here with me, I'd much rather be forever in blue jeans". Bye for now.

Mind, Body, and Breath

2010-03-03T14:58:00.007-06:00

When the breath wanders the mind also is unsteady. But when the breath is calmed the mind too will be still, and the yogi achieves long life. Therefore, one should learn to control the breath. ~Svatmarama, Hatha Yoga Pradipika

Well, that's a new one. I spent my morning working with my new meditation instructor, Raama, at Full Bloomed Lotus. I think it is going to be an amazing experience. I have had several people around me in the last few weeks who have told me to breathe more often, and at the very least, focus on my breath. Man, I've been trying, but it's kind of like , second nature,

you know ? In any case, I went in for my first meeting this morning and we discussed the concept of mind, body and breath. I have never heard of this trifecta, only, mind, body, and spirit.

Raama used an interesting visual which I would like to share with you. She told me to think of myself in relation to the world as a computer. So....I am the electricity, the mind, body and breath, is the computer, and the screen is what we put out into the world, or how we precieve the world to be. Are you following ? So with this concept in mind, she further discusses the idea that if we are having a lousy day, or feeling badly about ourselves, that there is nothing wrong with us (the electricity), it is just something in the mind, body, or breath (or the computer). If we can fix the hardware and software, we can be on our merry way. Are you with me ?

I am probably not explaining this exactly right, but I am hoping you get the concept, as it has proven to be quite helpful to me today as I ease into the afternoon and evening with my family. I feel well. I feel relaxed. And I am going to continue to focus on my breath. Sigh.

Wintry Weather

2010-02-24T12:55:00.003-06:00

Mother Nature continues to bring us wintry weather. I got off the phone with my sister in NYC this morning and boy was she in a bad mood. Apparently the Big Apple is bracing for something beyond a blizzard and according to my sis, the noble sources have said the word "blizzard" does not justify what is to come that way. She was slightly stressed about my Mom's visit to NYC and how'd they get around and what not.

Well, here's to you little sis: strap on some snow shoes, go visit Central Park, build a snowman (the one above is not one of ours, but a neighbor's and is GIANT !), and have a delicious hot chocolate at Serendipity. Embrace it, love it, own it 'cuz it doesn't look like it's going away any time soon. Happy Snow Day, my love.

Go USA!!!

2010-02-21T15:31:00.007-06:00

I have loved watching the Olympics this year ! It's so inspiring to watch the most amazing athletes in the world. I always love a good race or some crazy ariels. A few nights ago I was watching the Women's Alpine skiing and loved the hat Lindsay Vonn was wearing. Me and 2 of my BFF's immediately got online and ordered the cute set featured above. I have not taken the hat off since I got it and am hoping that it helps channel my inner Olympian for the Winter 2014 Games.

I look forward to cozying up on the couch for some more games tonight. I hope you enjoyed your weekend !

Happy Valentine's Day

2010-02-13T14:58:00.005-06:00

Truthfully, I am not one to really celebrate Valentine's Day. I remember the first one I had with my husband (who I was just dating at the time)--we ordered pizza, watched the Bull's game and fell asleep on the couch. I much prefer to steal special moments throughout the day, or more realistically, the week. I also like giving "I Love You" gifts throughout the year, just because.

I have mentioned my love for baking in the past, and last week we went to dinner at a friend's house and I made the cake featured above. This is a repeat recipe, as I made a Christmas version for Christmas Eve, and I wanted to see if I can do it again. Go ahead, treat yourself on this special day. Indulge.

Chocolate Covered Gingerbread Cake

This recipe is adapted from Epicurious.com and Bon Appetit December 2002

Cake
1 3/4 cups all purpose flour
2 teaspoons ground ginger
1 teaspoon baking powder
1 teaspoon ground cinnamon
1/4 teaspoon ground cloves
1/4 teaspoon salt
1/3 cup Canola oil

1 cup warm water
1/2 teaspoon baking soda
3/4 cup (packed) golden brown sugar
6 tablespoons (3/4 stick) unsalted butter, melted
1/3 cup mild-flavored (light) molasses
2 large eggs
1 tablespoon grated peeled fresh ginger

Glaze
1/2 cup whipping cream
1/4 cup (1/2 stick) unsalted butter, room temperature
2 tablespoons light corn syrup
8 ounces semisweet chocolate, chopped
1 teaspoon vanilla extract

For cake:
Preheat oven to 350°F. Butter 9-inch square metal baking pan. Line bottom with parchment paper. Butter parchment. Whisk first 6 ingredients in medium bowl to blend.
Mix warm water and baking soda in small bowl until baking soda dissolves. Using electric mixer, beat sugar, butter, molasses, eggs, and fresh ginger in large bowl until well blended. Add dry ingredients in 3 additions, alternating with water mixture in 2 additions, beating until just combined. Pour batter into prepared pan.
Bake cake until tester inserted into center comes out clean, about 30 minutes. Cool on rack 20 minutes. Run knife around edge of cake to loosen. Invert cake onto rack; cool. Peel off parchment.
For glaze:
Bring first 3 ingredients to simmer in medium saucepan. Remove from heat. Add chocolate and vanilla; stir until smooth. Let stand until cool but still pourable, about 20 minutes.
Place cake on rack set atop baking sheet. Reserve 1/2 cup glaze. Pour remaining glaze over cake, spreading with spatula to coat top and sides. Chill cake and reserved glaze until reserved glaze is just firm enough to pipe, about 1 hour.
Transfer reserved glaze to pastry bag fitted with 1/4-inch plain tip. Pipe 5 diagonal lines atop cake, spacing evenly. Cluster crystallized ginger atop lines. (Can be made 1 day ahead. Cover and refrigerate. Bring to room temperature before serving.)

Winter Pastime

2010-02-08T20:29:00.006-06:00

One of my favorite pastimes is to ski. I love the rush of speeding down the mountain and frankly, everything else that comes with it. The smell of logs burning, hot cocoa steaming, and cuddling up on the couch for a long game of Scrabble. We are headed back to the mountains this weekend and I am really excited. We are taking my Mom with us, which is a treat and the boys are going to try snowboarding. I am looking forward to skiing and the photo ops I may have, but truthfully, as energetic as I have been, I am begging for a recharge. I have 2 good books to read and a scarf to finish. Enough of me.

I wanted to share the photo above because it reminds me so much of my childhood days spent skiing. Something about it just screams "70's Nostalgia" to me. I mean, there are no signs of the CB jackets, mirrored sunglasses ( I might try and find a pair of these soon) or the jeans with gators, but something about it reminds me of those days. Maybe it's the idea of fuzzy memories, or not. Nonetheless, it brings a smile to my face.

Two Wolves

2010-01-28T15:45:00.001-06:00

One evening a Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people. He said, "My son, the battle is between 2 wolves inside of us all. One is Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith." The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather: "Which wolf wins?" The Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed."  -Author Unknown

I came across this story as I was looking for inspirational quotes for my cousin who has recently been diagnosed with breast cancer. I love taking some time to just randomly Google a subject (is that actually a verb these days?) and see what comes up. Generally, I find something totally inspirational, which leads me to research the source a bit more, which, in turn, leads me to buy a new book or two.

I've been a little irritable and restless lately for no particular reason and found great comfort in the above story. So tonight, I am going to feed that wolf. Make myself a cup of tea, get in the bath tub, and finish the book I am reading. As I find, if I take a bit of time to reconnect with myself; nurture, perhaps indulge a little, my ability to be peaceful, serene, kind , empathetic and loving comes a lot more easily.

What do you to feed that good wolf ?

Silver Lining

2010-01-22T07:41:00.006-06:00

Just when I thought it couldn't get any darker or grayer in January in Chicago, I saw the silver lining ! As gloomy as it was, I could not help but to smile that I had just had a lovely lunch with my Mom at the MCA, saw the Italics exhibit, and ran into my friend Larry (who, by the way has an amazing eye, check out his website at www.larrychait.com).

In between lunch with my mom and running into Larry, I was feeling somewhat inspired and shot a few photos out the window of the museum. The above photo is looking east out of the museum's fourth floor window. It's funny what the universe has in store, as Larry recently completed a beautiful body of work called "Gray City" and I was reminded of his work as I was shooting. I was challenging myself to put the icing on the cake after such a nice lunch and inspiring visit to the exhibition. I am pleased with this shot, but more pleased with my attitude as of late. I'm not letting the weather get me down (there really is such a thing as Seasonal Affective Disorder), instead, I am embracing it and feeling energized.

What's been your silver lining lately ?

Down Time

2010-01-18T11:02:00.005-06:00

As if I need to add another past time to my life, but alas, I continue to find more things I like to do. This weekend was not the quiet, logs blazing in the fireplace and steaming jasmine tea type of weekend, in fact, it was quite the opposite.

With my better half gone skiing with a great group of guys, I had the kids all to myself and ran them all over town, from birthday parties, to basketball games, to a trip down to the Museum of Science and Industry. Oh yes, there was a movie in there somewhere, and some time for me to listen to some amazing speakers at a conference I attended on spiritual growth. All this and I still managed to find time to cuddle up on the couch with Cassius Clay, watch some of the Golden Globes (hats off to Sandra Bullock, Meryl Streep, and the cast of The Hangover), and continue knitting this scarf for my mom, which was supposed to be a birthday gift way back in November. Thank God for the spirituality of imperfection. There is just something so Zen about knitting--perhaps it's the repetition, or the instant gratification of progress as the piece begins to take shape. Nonetheless, I have Comme des Garcons to thank for making an insanely expensive, yet gorgeous hand knit sweater, that I would have bought had I not seen the price and realized, that, I too could make a sweater like that. I'm still working on the scarves, but hope to move along in the endeavor soon. Stay posted to see the finished product and then some. Happy day !

Silence

2010-01-14T13:21:00.008-06:00

No, this isn't what not looks like outside today. This in fact, was the first snow fall of the year, back in December to be exact. I snapped this for two reasons. One, I am trying to practice photographing more often, even if nothing is moving me or anything spectacular is going on. And two, despite the tire marks, it was so silent ! I love that about freshly fallen snow. It is just so quiet and peaceful.

I am reminded of this day because I remember craving this type of peace and serenity back in the Fall and alas, I think I have found it. Perhaps it began with our lovely family vacation in the mountains, or my intentions for the year, I am not sure. What I do know however, is that I feel wonderful. I have a lot of energy, despite the dreary days, and I am feeling the love. I have gone to great lengths to get the proper amount of sleep, eat well, read books, and visit with family and friends, all while cooking dinner daily, applying to graduate school, working with other women on their spiritual programs, as well as taking photographs. Did I mention I reserved my space at Ragdale for 2 weeks this summer ? My life could not be more busy, but I am ok.

I have also recently begun my meditation program again and it has made a world of difference in my life and in the lives of those around me. As one of the boys was having a meltdown on the way out the door to school, a friend witnessed it and called me patient !!!! Not a word I would use to describe myself, EVER, but something must be going on. I have always felt a profound transformation in my spirit when I adhere to a meditation program and once I begin, I want more and more. I am currently seeking to work with a meditation instructor in my area and cannot wait to see what she can teach me. I also have a deep sense of gratitude for a very close friend of mine, Jennifer, who has somewhat guided me with her own actions and her presence and blog has been a constant source of inspiration. For now, I am going with this. More later.

Katusha Ostroumoff Bull

2010-01-07T16:38:00.006-06:00

Pale Moon Rising, Italian Blue Alabaster

Sometimes I am so perplexed by the ways of the universe. For example, I was talking to some friends a while back and telling them how I have been really drawn to sculpture lately. I went as far as saying that I am interested in learning more about it as well as possibly adding some to my art collection. Perhaps this has something to do with my visit to the Rodin museum this fall, or not, but either way, I am impressed by sculptors all around. I don't understand sculpture at all, but what I do understand is one's longing to work with their hands and carve, whittle, etch, or do whatever they do. I understand that desire to create.

So what does this have to do with the image above ? You can only imagine my delight when I found myself in a rustic cabin high above sea level; ski boots off, hot cocoa, a delightful spread of nuts, cheese, crackers, sausages, and sweets, and most importantly, nice and interesting people. This is how I met Katusha. Of course, I spent most of our lunch talking to her lovely husband about life in the Mother Land and films and art, and it was only as we began our trek out the door and down the mountain that I was able to talk to her briefly about her breathtaking sculptures. I HAVE TO HAVE ONE !!!!

In short, I am obsessed. It is amazing to me how one can create such intricate pieces from such a natural, hard, beautiful, stubborn piece of matter. I have not had the pleasure of seeing Katusha's pieces in person, but I get them--they speak to me. I wish I was able to write a well versed essay on her work, but alas, that is not what I do and I am just relishing in the beauty of her work. The next time I am in London to visit my beautiful Godson, I hope to see Katusha and her work in person, as I can only imagine the impact it will continue to make on me.

Happy New Year !

2010-01-01T10:30:00.004-06:00

As I wound down from the holiday mayhem, which actually wasn't too bad, I found myself face to face with a new year. I'm looking forward to the new decade and can't believe at the end of this one I will officially be considered "middle aged". However, that thought doesn't bother me too much. I look at time as progress; personally, emotionally,and spiritually. While I am not one to make official resolutions, I do have goals that I set. They include all aspects of my life: finance, career. mind, body, and spirit, among others. Last year around this time I read a book, that literally, changed my life. Having read this book, I am more willing to set goals for myself and do not beat myself up if I don't complete something. All in all, I am able to embrace the idea of self-improvement in areas I see fit more as a guide to my progress, rather than the end all be all.

I am coming to the end of my holiday in the mountains and the fresh air and snow always invigorates me. I feel refreshed and ready to take on the New Year. I am looking forward to seeing what is in store for me, you, my family and the world. May this year be one of peace, happiness, and good health to all of you.

Holiday Magic

2009-12-22T21:35:00.006-06:00

As I unpack my holiday decorations, I always look forward to the little things that add to the spirit. I have always loved snow globes and a few years ago my mom started a collection for me and my children. They bring me back to a time in my childhood when I would let my mind wander about all the tiny little creatures living in the globe. They presented a world in and of itself.

This holiday season has been a complete and utter whirlwind. As my amazing therapist's voice whispers in my ear, "Be Calm and Breathe", I have been able to step outside of the mayhem and take in some of the things that make this time of year so special. Winter sings at school, baking cookies (later post), watching my hubby perform Christmas Carols in his scarf knit by yours truly, a top hat, and a couple dozen gentlemen, ah, and lastly snow! I have also gotten to enjoy a few quiet moments in front of the tree with a fire going.

As I continue to try and dole out the spirit ('Tis the season, right ?), I will pack us up for some post-holiday skiing, begin my 2010 'To Do" list and reflect on the personal growth that has occurred over the year. I am also hoping to sneak in one more post before Santa comes down the chimney, but alas, if things continue to fly by as quickly as they have, I may run out of time. Nonetheless, I do hope to post more often in the new year.

I wish you all a safe and happy holiday.

Peace and be well.

Susan Wheeler Design

2009-12-08T15:59:00.004-06:00

Last week I had the pleasure of attending a trunk show for Kingsley Handbags and Susan Wheeler Design. Both designers are quite the buzz about town. Lisa with her hand-crafted bags made by local artisans in Mexico, and Susan with her hand crafted jewelry and belt buckles, designed by her and finished by a team of local metalsmiths. Susan was recently featured in the Winter Gift Guide for In Style Magazine for her monogrammed cuff links.

Susan's pieces are a great mix of laid back with an urban vibe. The ring featured above is a custom piece that Susan made for me. I absolutely love it and get compliments whenever I wear it. There is no mistaking that there was a lot of love and care put into the piece. I chose Susan specifically for her ability to blend urban and laid back esthetics. I love the hard edge of the ruby triangles embraced by the softness of the twig like gold bands.

All in all, I'd say she's shinin'.

Calm and Quiet

2009-12-03T16:54:00.002-06:00

Hmmm. I just finished a great session with my therapist. Did I really just tell you that ? No matter, I am feeling good and I just LOVE this woman . Wow, she makes me work hard and think. We talked a little bit about how I can get really wound up. I like to consider it wound up in a good way, or for lack of a better term, perhaps, passionate ? You see, when I get excited about something, my blood really starts to flow, I talk fast, my hands start moving in all directions and before you know it I have a new idea, conviction, or opinion. While this all may not seem so bad and can be described by some as a "passion for life"(which may be a stretch in and of itself), she would like me to exercise this idea of remaining calm. Stop. Breathe. Examine my feelings. You know, that kind of thing.

At first I didn't get it because I thought I had it. Let me explain. See, late last week, I picked up meditating again (if that sounds like a drug, the effects are somewhat similar, I promise), made a promise to myself that I would relax for one hour every night starting at 9 o'clock, whether everything was finished or not, and that I would be asleep by 10:30. So, how's it going ? So far so good. I'm sticking to the routine on the nights I am home. I am clearing my calendar to be home at night more, and all in all, I am attempting to create a calmer, quieter, more simple life for myself.

So, back to this idea of calm....well, what I notice is that when I slow down, take a breath and remain calm, I see beautiful things around me, like the picture above that was taken in my kitchen one Sunday afternoon.

How did I feel ? Happy.

Hey, this woman may have something on me.

Gratitude

2009-11-23T21:16:00.001-06:00

I am off to celebrate Thanksgiving with my entire family. All of my siblings will be there, nieces, nephews, Mom and Dad. Thanksgiving is my favorite holiday. I love how it's about being with family and friends and being grateful and thankful. I feel that I am so blessed with my life and could not be more thankful for all of the love and support I have gotten throughout the years. I live such a rich and full life today I hope I am able to give some back to others.

I feel like Thanksgiving is a homecoming of sorts. You know, back to the basics, love,family, friends, gratitude. The simple things in life. Perhaps that has to do with my experience of coming back home from boarding school around this time of year, but nonetheless, I look forward to the love that is spread during this holiday.

As a kid, my parents would host a pancake breakfast every Thanksgiving morning. It was such fun--pancakes, bacon, sausage on the grill, Bloody Marys, friends, neighbors, and everyone's out of town relatives. It was such a fun way to visit with people and kick off the holiday season. I am secretly hoping my bro will pick this one up again. Are you reading this, Al ?

Oh yeah, what does this beautiful rose have to do with anything ? Well, today at least, everything is coming up roses.

Cassius and Frida

2009-11-19T14:57:00.001-06:00

Oh my goodness, I have not posted in ages ! Well, I hope this picture explains it. We welcomed Frida into our lives at the end of October and ever since then it has been chaos. Actually, I shouldn't go that far, as there have been some quiet moments which I will get to in a minute. We got Frida when she was just 10 weeks old. I could practically hold her in the palm of my hand. People on the street would do a double-take just to make sure I wasn't walking an exotic rat or anything of the sort. I'm kidding of course.

She is quite hyper, and a puppy in every way. My plan backfired though because Cassius will have nothing to do with her. Here I was thinking that maybe a puppy would liven his spirits a bit and he really just doesn't seem to have a care in the world about her. However, despite his nonchalance about our new family member he is being a bit more active as he accompanies us on our half a dozen daily walks. The walks, as much time as they take have really forced me to slow down a bit. I have been taking in the neighborhood, smelling the leaves and the rain, and have recently begun to smell fires in the fire places. Ooooh, I love this time of year. I have also been rising quite early to accommodate Miss Frida's needs and have been witness to several glorious sunrises. Gosh, just the thought of them are so breathtaking; the pink and lavender sky layered with humongous black trees. Heavenly.

Collections

2009-11-05T17:13:00.005-06:00

I recently popped over to my friend, Kate's house to pick up my son and was greeted with a sun drenched living room and dining room. Not only was the natural light beautiful-a photographer's dream, I might add, the color of the walls was amazing! It was so warm and welcoming and as the weather gets colder, I imagine sitting there drinking tea and having scones by a toasty fire. I have a house crush on "Crooked Towers" as Kate affectionately calls it. It reminds me of our house in the city and has a comfortable, laid back vibe.

As I turned the corner to admire the rest of the rooms, my eyes rested upon her fabulous collection of mercury glass. She proceeded to tell me that some was inherited and actually survived an earthquake, while other pieces she had salvaged from flea markets and antique fairs. Nonetheless, I LOVE collections. I think they are so interesting, no matter what they are. Collections tell a story about the objects, as well as the collector. Do I dare admit that I was once an avid collector of teddy bears ? Yup, it's true, the fireplace in my childhood room was filled with teddy bears. I then went on to collect vintage pins, and now I collect art and vintage clothes (my poor husband), among other things.

After being at Kate's I realized that I need to get back on track visiting estate sales, antique markets, and rummage sales in tony neighborhoods, as one man's junk is another man's treasure.

Julie Meridian

2009-11-03T12:14:00.001-06:00

I had the greatest pleasure of recently spending time with artist and photographer,

Julie Meridian. I got in touch with her initially because I came across her website and was struck at the calm and beauty in her work. There is something there I want. I shot off an email to her and was happy to hear back and we began to engage in a cyber dialogue.

It has been months now, and she kindly invited me into her home for a cup of tea and a studio visit. As I have mentioned in the past, I am utterly fascinated by the artist's process, as well as their environment. It was very exciting for me to be able to experience both with Julie.

We discussed our backgrounds, art and motherhood and then she took me to her studio space and began in great detail about her process. At the time, I was wishing I had my camera to document her space, but I am always cautious about people's spaces and faces, as I never want to exploit them.

Nonetheless, I am totally inspired by Julie's work. She is a collector of birds, twigs, flowers, antique books, and a great deal more. It was evident to me that she surrounds herself with things that are beautiful to her. I was also moved by how intentional all of her photos seemed to be. There is so much thought put into each one and the time and care she takes to capture the image she wants is a great reminder to me to slow down, breathe, and enjoy. She also sent a strong message to me, which I have to remind myself time and time again, and that is to love what I shoot and do what I love. I urge you to check out her work and stayed tuned for a later post on her books and writing !

Happy Haunting !

2009-10-30T14:22:00.006-05:00

I came across this well decorated home last time I was in the city and it reminded me to wish you all a happy Halloween ! It will be a crazy weekend. I will feel safe with my two American soldiers as we prowl the streets performing tricks and searching for treats. Happy Haunting !

Boys, Boys, Boys

2009-10-29T14:18:00.002-05:00

I came across this scene on my driveway as seven neighborhood boys ran past me into the backyard. I had to chuckle to myself because this was a small part of the elaborate war zone they had created. As much as I don't love the kids engaging in pretend play involving guns, wounds and imaginary killings, they are having a ball and it is all very innocent. In some ways I feel like it is very pure--no video games, no guns that make noise, hiding in trees and bushes, and cooperative teamwork.

It has been an enlightening experience to allow the kids to do this in a relatively safe environment. They are sleeping better, getting more exercise, and just playing more. I feel like we have spent more time together as a family and that we engage more at the dinner table. Perhaps it is a result of just letting my kids be who they are without worrying what others may think. No matter, I have begun to really embrace the boyishness of these guys and look forward to what's to come.

Fall Weekends

2009-10-27T16:39:00.003-05:00

Ah, another Fall weekend. I cannot complain. The leaves are starting to change, I can smell fires burning, and the seasonal decor is intoxicating. I am not sure where it comes from, but I have a great sense of comfort for this season. As social as I like to be, I do tend to hibernate (others might call it isolate) in the colder months. I find it incredibly difficult to go outside and I tend to get ready for bed with the kids and hunker down for the night under a nice warm blanket.

This past weekend, we were pleasantly surprised to have an hour to ride our bikes into town, get coffee, and browse the local, independent book store. Our Big 10 team won a nail biter despite their 28-3 lead during the first half, and we ended the weekend with a wonderful visit with Chuck and Gino.

I am hoping this slower pace of life continues to enable me to savor the moments of the season, nurture my domestic aspirations (spiced cider, anyone ?), and inspires me to be mindful of what is going on around me.

Pay it Forward

2009-10-22T14:52:00.001-05:00

"I hope this week is the best week of your life". Thats what I got with my morning coffee today. How lovely is that? No one has ever said this to me before, let alone a random stranger, and it just made me so happy. I don't think I can necessairly chalk this week up to the best one of my entire life, but it was a pleasant gesture nonetheless. I think its the kind of comment that I need to pay forward, as it made me very happy and got me thinking. Even if this isn't the best week of my life, and the way my mind works, there never will be a best week because each week is it's best for a reason, I still think it's a really nice thing to say to someone, so I am paying it forward and wishing you all "the best week of your life."

Scents of the Seasons

2009-10-15T10:06:00.003-05:00

I am determined to fill my house with the sweet and spicy scents of fall. Whether its because I am mulling spices for cider, perfecting a pumpkin parfait, or sauteeing fennel for a stuffed pork tenderloin, I must ! Now certainly, I am kidding about the above, it is a fantasy of mine to be able to make all of these things, but truthfully, who has time to mull spices over a hot stove ? I really do wish.

As the weather continues to get damper and colder buy the minute I have begin to fantasize about my winter ahead of cooking in my slow cooker, sitting under a blanket by a roaring fire, while I sip hot tea and knit my one hundredth scarf of the season. I guess all of this day dreaming has made me realize that my life has been in fast forward mode over the past few weeks, and I need to take a breather and hone my domestic skills a little as I stay closer to home. I am looking forward to being home for the next few weeks and savoring the things I, oh so, love about Fall.

Rodin

2009-10-12T15:32:00.005-05:00

Our very close friends, Chuck and Gino came back from Paris recently and raved about the Rodin Museum. I'm sorry to say, but of all the times I have been to Paris, I have never visited this museum and felt it was a must do this time around. While I loved the museum itself and the sculptures were truly like none other, I was really drawn towards the garden. I'm not one for perfectly manicured lawns and impeccibly trimmed boxwood and evergreens, however, I was overwhelmed with a sense of order and control. Having come out of the museum , admiring Rodin's precise depictions of the human body and being able to capture the freewheeling emotions of a Rodin sculpture, I thought the contrast between the two was quite remarkable.

I have no training in sculpture or how to interpret it, but I was in awe as I thought about the gardens and the sculptures being placed within feet of each other. Rodin must have been really cutting edge for the late 19th century, as most of his work seemed to celebrate individuality and character. Yet, as I continued to wrap my head around my experience inside the museum, I was quite soothed by the predictability of a formal garden. The ironic thing about my recent experience is that I tend to be drawn more towards art that is ordered and controlled (think grids, Mondrian, and the like) and gardens that are wild, organic, and for lack of a better term, freestylin', so I am intrigued by my reaction to this experience as a whole, as the formal thing has always caused me to run the other way.

And then finally the weirdest thing, is that as we were walking around the gardens I commented to my husband that the grounds would be a great place for a fashion shoot. Guess what ?! The very next day, I opened my November issue of W, the one with Uma on the cover, and there was the spread----right where I had been walking. I guess my stars are aligned. With what ? Not sure. By I am comforted that someone out there really gets me. A bientot !

Paris

2009-10-06T20:51:00.003-05:00

Paris was magnifique ! We had a terrific time ! I really do feel like it is a second home to me. It doesn't feel foreign in the least, I can converse, though not as well as I would like, and I am completely at ease in the City of Lights.

I could post about our trip for the next week, and I may just do that so that I may hold on to that little bit of the city I adore so much.

Before I launch into some of the things we saw and did, I wanted to share with you that I do think Paris is the most romantic city I have ever been to. We have never been there together and we shared a smooch under the Eiffel Tower--just as I have always dreamed of. They say that dreams do come true, and I am here to tell you that I am a believer.

Apples

2009-09-29T16:25:00.001-05:00

I realize I have not been particularly attentive to my blog, but this season has gotten the best of me, and my life is so rich and full that I have had little time to reflect on all of my blessings. I have thrown myself head first into many projects, activities, motherhood, wifedom (is that even a word ? I guess it is now), and all other sorts of things. I have especially been embracing the season and as I have mentioned in previous postings, Fall is probably my favorite time of year, if I had to pick one. I just love everything that comes along with it: apple picking, pumpkins, leaves, football, well, you get the point.

This weekend we were blessed with gorgeous weather and the cousins were in for a quick visit from Munich. We took all the littles, grandparents and all, up North to go apple picking. Much of it was comical with the kids double fisting their Golden Delicious and their Macintoshes.

A good time was had by all. I am hoping to translate this experience as I hone my Betty Crocker skills in the kitchen later in the month. I can just smell the cinnamon and nutmeg on the apple crumble. MMMM.

I am headed off for a quick get away with my hubby to celebrate our 10th anniversary. We are headed to Paris for a few days with no plans at all once we get there. To me, that is a true luxury and I am looking forward to every minute of it. Though I don't feel a need to recharge or refresh, I am certainly looking forward to being inspired by all things Parisian. I am sure this is just the beginning of several more postings down the road.

An Artist's Journey

2009-09-24T15:49:00.004-05:00

OPEN DRAWER 1998 OIL ON CANVAS 112 X 108 INCHES PHOTO BY ELLEN PAGE WILSON

I mentioned in a post earlier this week about my introduction to the artist, Elizabeth Murray. While I was blown away by the colors and forms she chose, I was also really intrigued by her journey as an artist. I tend to prefer to see exhibitions alone at first so that I can really think about what I am seeing, absorb it, observe further, and then formulate some thoughts about my experience.

In this particular instance, I went with my good friend Mollie and we had an animated discussion about Murray's work and her journey as an artist (what we knew of it). It dawned on me that I am completely fascinated by the process in which other artists engage. Having studied Cultural Anthropology as an undergraduate, it is only natural for me to want to dig deeper--look for the symbolism, the recurring themes, and the secrets. It's no surprise if you look at my bookshelves you will see endless titles of biographies of artists from Picasso, the Frida Kahlo, to the famed photographer Lee Miller. Sadly, they gather dust as I type away and tend to my every day duties.

I have mentioned in the past, that I believe many of our experiences occur for a reason. If we can create a habit of reviewing our day and it's occurrence's perhaps we will have more insight into our purpose in life. I recognize this may be a new blog in and of itself, but in short, I was deeply moved by experiencing Elizabeth Murray's work and I encourage you to open your eyes and have the willingness to experience new people and things.

More soon.

High Art

2009-09-22T15:31:00.006-05:00

I just finished having lunch with my close friend Mollie and I am on such a high. I Met Mollie a few years ago when I was exhibiting at The Artist Project, as part of Art Chicago. She stopped by my booth and we started chatting and poof ! We went on with our lives. Last spring I had the fortunate opportunity to reconnect with Mollie when she came with a friend to another exhibition I was having. We got chatting again, realized we had met before, and have been close friends ever since.

Today, she was kind enough to take me to The Arts Club to view the Elizabeth Murray exhibition and have lunch. While the exhibition itself is another post in and of itself, the time we spent talking over lunch was amazing. I love her. She gets me. She made a comment that I totally relate to which was, "Art is my high." It is a good thing to be able to share the experience of being an artist, loving art, talking about art, appreciating art, and sometimes not. Art feeds my soul and I am so blessed to have someone so special with which to share this love.

Rising Star !

2009-09-17T15:37:00.004-05:00

I am thrilled to announce that my close friend and amazing accessories designer, Lisa Kingsley, received the Rising Star Award, given by FGI (Fashion Group International) for the accessories category this year ! I so proud of her and not only admire her style, vision, and ability to do something that everyone else is NOT, but also her work ethic is most impressive. Lisa was well prepared to receive the award as she should be because her bags blow others OUT OF THE WATER !!!! She kindly thanked her support system and commented on the philosophy and tenants of Kingsley Handbags.

The whole evening was very inspirational and I was so happy to be included as part of it. Overall, it seems that the way new businesses are approaching consumerism is with a conscience to improve world conditions and a sense of social responsibility. To read more about the business concept behind Kingsley Handbags, make sure to visit Lisa's website. her gorgeous handbags are available at Chalk Boutique in Evanston, Illinois, as well.

Football !

2009-09-13T18:47:00.002-05:00

I don't know if I have mentioned my love for the Fall season. There is so much about Fall that I adore, I will have to split up my posts for the next few months, as I can go on and on about each thing. Most importantly, however is the fact that I have already been to two football games. This weekend was particularly monumental because we brought the boys and they stayed for the whole game without too many complaints !

As much as I love watching our local team on the field, Big 10 football is one of my favorite things to watch on the tube and I do mourn the end of the season. I'm not fanatical about it , but I love the package.....tailgates, high fives, cool crisp days, the occasional raindrop or snowflake. I think you get the point. I love that my boys have shown a small interest in the game (small enough that they both want to give it a shot on the field next season), as I do think it will make for some good times in the future.

I thought this picture was so definitive of that special bonding experience between a father and a son--I just had to share.

Go Cats !

Coffee and Connections

2009-09-10T14:23:00.003-05:00

Gosh, as I look back at the past few weeks, things have been a little nutty. In fact, I've been a little nutty. As I have mentioned we are settling into our new home and our new routines. It's been about 2 weeks now and things seem to be well balanced for me, yet I do tend to get to a place in my head where I am gloomy, sad, lonely, and quite frankly, a little depressed. It never lasts long, but it is present and real nonetheless. Part of me tends to want to know why I feel this way at any given time and the other part of me wants to race through the day so that it will end and I can wake up with the sun to begin a new day.

Presently, I have gotten out of that state of mind and have found myself to be in a better place. I'm going to chalk today's mood and (attitude?) up to the great morning I had visiting with 2 of my closest friends. Starting off with breakfast at one of my favorite spots, Southport Grocery, with Jess and then off to Chuck's house for coffee and a visit in his glorious garden.

The thing that is so special to me about these 2 people is that I am not afraid to be who I am. I feel that they genuinely support me whether they agree with me or not, they both inspire me beyond words, and I have such a sense of security when I am with both of them. It's hard for me to ask for help, but seeing how much better I feel as a result of good conversation, laughs, and camaraderie I am reminded how important it is for me to be involved in relationships and how blessed I am to have them.

Grandmas and Sundaes

2009-09-07T08:03:00.001-05:00

What more could a little kid ask for then dinner at Grandma's and an ice cream sundae bar for dessert ?

I remember about four years ago, when I was feeling quite anxious, depressed, and actually pretty hopeless, I found great joy in an ice cream sundae bar that was presented to me. It reminded me of how the simplest things can bring great happiness and satisfaction.

Life seems to have simplified quite a bit now that we are out of the city. Frankly, I do not know whether it is because people were away this weekend, it is easier to get around, I don't need quarters for the meter, or that I can see the stars when I walk the dog at night, but there's a quality of simplicity that has penetrated into my life at the moment. I am not going to question it, just simply enjoy it for the time being.

I hope you all had a wonderful weekend and happy Fall !

My Bike

2009-09-03T14:16:00.004-05:00

Ok, so I am dying ! I am in heavenly bliss at the moment.

You see, we have moved from the city to the suburbs and I couldn't be happier. Though the decision to move out of the city was a long time coming, I never thought I would end up back home again. I, literally, feel like I am on vacation. The pace of life is perfect for me and I am a stone's throw from my studio in Wicker Park. Well, maybe not a stone's throw, but close enough to commute in twice weekly.

One thing I have been relishing about is how much I have been on my bike. City biking was never my thing, though I had a few attempts at early morning rides. I am over the moon about how easy it is for me and the littles to hop on our bikes and ride to the park, my parents, my bro's house, and out for ice cream. You get the point.

So, all that being said, the last month has been beyond chaotic and I look forward to posting a bit more frequently, developing a new routine, home cooked meals (take out isn't so easy to find), and new friendships. More to come.

Children's Portraits

2009-09-01T16:25:00.001-05:00

I have posted about my close friend and incredible photographer Jennifer Bisbing a few times before and she never ceases to amaze me with her talent. We both started off as documentary and fine art photographers way back in the day and throughout the years she has developed an uncanny ability to capture the mood and essence of a person through her lens. I am not going to sell myself short, but I could never compare.

She truly is one of the most talented portrait photographers I have seen during my career. While I have mentioned her Wicker Women project, which she will be showing in October, she is also showing wonderful portraits of children at Shorty's Children's Boutique Gallery this coming weekend.

Please stop by and say hello, or better yet, book an appointment with her.

Surfin' in the City

2009-08-26T12:37:00.006-05:00

So my time in Munich is sadly coming to an end as I sit with my sister eating Gummies (which seem to be the national candy) and chatting up a storm. We have had such a wonderful time here and they are truly blessed to have an ex-pat experience in such a wonderful place. It is so culturally rich and interesting, our week here did not even break the ice. However, I did manage to pick up a few key Fall fashion items which I will share on a later post, eat several pretzels, and dine at some pretty hip spots. We did a day trip out to Chiemsee, stopped by the Toy Museum, and saw the Glockenspiel show at the Marienplatz. While we enjoyed all of our adventures, one thing that really interested us were the surfers on the Isar River. I've never seen such a thing right in the middle of such an old city, in Europe nonetheless. It was fascinating to watch these men (and from time to time, a woman or two) get their workout from riding the swells of the Isar River. The boys have mentioned they'd like to give it a shot someday. Time will tell.

Munich

2009-08-24T06:05:00.001-05:00

Hi Folks ! Greetings from Munchen ! I have been having an amazing time visiting my sister, brother-in-law and niece and nephew. The cousins have had a great time exploring together and grabbing huge Bavarian pretzels at any chance they get. One of our favorite places is the Deutsches Museum and we spent several hours there and didn't even make a dent. We discovered the "kinder reich", loosely translated by me, as the "kid zone" and spent most of our rainy Saturday morning there. One of the favored features was the shadow maker featured above. There's still a ton more to see and do and our time is flying. Hopefully we'll make it to an art museum or two, and for sure some top clothing and home boutiques. I'll keep ya posted.

Lazy Mornings

2009-08-19T09:15:00.005-05:00

One of our favorite things to do on mornings when we don't have much to do is make happy face blueberry pancakes. As happy a time it is to be hovered over the stove making breakfast with the boys, a feeling of sadness overwhelmed me as I realized another chapter of our lives was closing and a new one is about to begin.

You see, we are leaving for Munich tomorrow to visit my dear sister and her family and upon our return we will have been moved into our new home just north of the city. While I am excited about our decision and know it will be best for everyone, I am apprehensive and nervous. I have gotten used to life in the city; the anonymity, the noise and the fast pace. At the same time, however, I am grown quite tired of some aspects of urban dwelling.

Nonetheless, we have had some very warm and wonderful times in our beautiful, old home in Lincoln Park and I am confident we will create more, if not better memories as we trek North to begin the next chapter.

I will be out of touch for a little while, but do check back soon, as I am sure I will have some thoughts and feelings about our visit with my little sister and our new lifestyle. Love.

Kitchen Love

2009-08-17T07:43:00.003-05:00

These curtains were in our kitchen when we moved into our current home. I was always so amused when I would walk into the kitchen during certain times of the day and see how the sunlight would peek through the circles and reflect on the floor. It made me smile. I think a kitchen is such an important part of a home. At least for us, we have had so many good times, from growing crystals, to making cookies, to mixing "secret" ingredients. It doesn't seem to matter the size or shape of a kitchen, only that it is a place where people gather and connect. The curtains have since been removed due to chocolate stains and snagging threads, but I am happy I was able to preserve the memory.